Amanda Salvador

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It hits you
maybe you don't know him that well
all you knew was he liked rock
and was a good kisser

You wonder
if your world with him was only a frame
when your mouths and bodies collided
nothing magical, meaningful

You don't know him tired, exhausted from work
lazy…

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As little as it goes
my mind creates that universe
where the hummingbird blood
falls into the middle of my legs

I create that space
of a nightmare memory
I cannot escape
I do not try even
knowing I can’t

Give me a gun
to kill me in the nightmares

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Amanda Salvador

Amanda Salvador

A human being trying to heal and found her own voice. A self-love journey.